[[MORE]] You wanna know what I love? Jayden and Seven. They make my world go round. It amazes me how Seven and I can fight before I go to bed and when I wake up, things can just go back to normal simply by giving him a “I’m sorry” cup of coffee. He is kinda awesome. Almost way too good for me. I appreciate all the things he does for me. Especially the little things like, I go...
Sleep would be lovely and very much appreciated. I have worked at 7am everyday and so I’ve been getting up between 5 and 5:30. Today is my day off and Jayden decided it was a GREAT day to wake up at 4:55 this morning. :/ I’M SO TIRED.
[[MORE]] I wish I weren’t so stressed out. I’m so tired and not just sleepy tired. I’m exhausted. I’m worn down and tired of everything. There are only 2 things keeping me going lately, my boyfriend and my son. Jayden is my world. He is the reason I wake up and carry on day to day and now, his dad is trying to take him away from me for a month at a time. :/ It’s...
[[MORE]] I’m exhausted. Physically, mentally and emotionally. Please just stop. I want nothing more right now than to eat, take a bath, drink a beer, stop my mind from thinking, and cuddle up with my little man Jayden and sleep for days. I need a break. A long break with just Jayden and Seven by my side with a ton of sleep. I’m at a breaking point after your argument with me about...
bodypiercingbyseven asked: I don't give up easily, I very seldom call it quits and when there is something I focus on I never ever let it go. I've got my sights set on you my lovely and I am always looking forward to our future together. I love you Victoria.
I just read the most amazing thing ever on tumblr.
I love you so much Seven. <3
[[MORE]] I’m really dreading work tomorrow. Terribly badly. The shift is 8am-5pm. Which, is only 9 hours, but it’s just the time frame itself it is set in. It sucks. Complete day ruined. -__- I need to start college already and get out of retail and into a real job. Something where I can never worry about hours, or have to worry about buying Jayden whatever he wants. I love...
You and me forever
[[MORE]]I know you didn’t believe that I didn’t write that post whenever we were fighting over it, but the fact that you thought I wrote all that, felt that way and stayed with me and love me just the same just makes me uncontrollably overjoyed. I love you baby, and I’m so thankful for you and so happy to have you in my life. To wake up to you every morning, to kiss you whenever...
[[MORE]]I’m so fucking tired I can’t even keep my eyes open. My head is killing me and I’m hungry. I’ve worked a few days straight and not just semi-work, no. Full blown busting my ass, hard work. I’m flat out exhausted and I had tomorrow off, but seeings as I need the money, I accepted when my boss offered me 5 more hours for tomorrow and a 12-10 shift Saturday and...
bodypiercingbyseven asked: I am a train wreck of a human being. I really am. However with you loving me and by my side I think I may just yet make it through this life okay. I love you Victoria
Anonymous asked: "If everything could ever feel this real forever, If anything could ever be this good again, The only thing I'll ever ask of you, You've got to promise not to stop when I say when"
I just have to make it through tomorrow, which should be no problem because I survived working 9-6 today. Tomorrow is just 8-12. I should be able to survive, and then Friday, Seven and I are heading out to the Outer Banks of North Carolina. :D FUCK YEAH. I cannot wait. I need a vacation more than absolutely anything. I’m physically and mentally worn out. Stressed to the max and just…...
[[MORE]] My dog died today, and I know most of you already think well, gee, that sucks, and is sad, but the truth of the matter is, you really don’t get it. That dog was my world. I loved that dog more than you could fathom. He and I have been through more than you could imagine together. I know that’s weird considering he’s a dog, but he was my best friend. When everyone left...
Anonymous asked: I can't say where it is you should go from here but know I'll be by your side and if that day comes when you no longer want me to then I'll support your choice
Anonymous asked: It's very late, or very early depending on how you look at it. I can't sleep and it's all your fault :3. With you in my life my dreams simply cannot compare. I love you dearly, just though you should know
[[MORE]] I fucking hate people like you. You’re a drug addicted whore and that’s all you’ll ever be. Fuck you.
I wish this day would end already. Jayden got me up at 4:30 and I finally got him back to sleep around 5:30 or 6. We are already back up and I am coming down pretty hard with a chest cold. If I could just get these next 9 days would come and go because once they have, I am off to North Carolina to the Outer Banks to relax a few days and worry about absolutely nothing. Yeah, the beach time needs to...
Shoot me now before it gets worse.
[[MORE]] My day has already started off horribly. My car won’t start, I have to work 8-1, then I have to go to the doctors somehow, take Jayden to his dads, and somehow come up with the money to pay the old landlord. God damn it. Fuck today.
[[MORE]] Not sure where to go from here.
[[MORE]] I’m up way too early. Now it’s 8:00am and Jayden got me up at 6:30. I have to work truck tonight, so I hope he naps really good today so I can with him. :P I’m super, super excited for the beach at the end of this month. Absolutely NOTHING is going to stop me from going at this point. I’m so super stoked. I have everything lined up for the trip. I’ve...
Jayden got mad at me because I was eating french...
[[MORE]] Jayden is now able to pull himself up and stand in his playpin. D’: Oh. and he can crawl up stairs now too. I don’t want him to get big. It’s killing me inside. He’s growing so much and I want it to stop! I want him to stay little forever! 2 months and41 11 days and he will be a year old! It doesn’t feel like it’s been that long ago since he was...
[[MORE]] Get out get out get out get out get out get out get out of mt head. Damn it.
I am so dead fucking tired.
And I need to go wash this tattoo and put some ointment on it. >.<
Why can’t my coffee just learn how to make itself, so that whenever I wake up, it’s already had water in it, a filter, and the coffee, brewed and ready to go? Come on now, I’ve already got to light my own damn cigarette in the morning. This is all just too much. -_- Gah. 4:00am.. I hate you oh so very much. I just need to crawl back into bed. Work at 5 until 2. FML
It's 5 a.m.
And Jayden decided it was a lovely time to wake up. >.< I’m so tired. Ugh.
[[MORE]] I’m getting my life in gear. I’m applying for colleges, scholarships and such, I’m still working, harder than ever, I got promoted and got a raise, Everything is going rather well for me, so I think I’m okay. Jayden is 3 months shy of a year old. D: It’s killing me. He’s gotten so big in this past year.
Thinking about redying my hair today.
What color should I do? I’d like to do cotton candy blue and pink, but I can’t have it at work. I’m thinking either red and blonde again or dark brown. Suggestions?
I love you.